My eyes are tired and heavy from all the crying today. I’m mentally and emotionally drained. Keeping my thoughts contained wont solve my problems.
I felt entirely alone among these big and empty buildings, like I’d survived the apocalypse and the world had been given to me, this whole and amazing and endless world, mine for exploring.
Nany, I’m going through a lot right now & I really need to keep me strong & guide me to the right path. I’m stressed, weak, & I miss the feeling of being happy and not having to worry about anything. School has been overwhelming me and my personal life hasn’t been that great either. I feel like I’m losing myself, & I need you to keep me in tact. I know I haven’t talked to you in a long time, but right now I need you to give me strength. I miss you so much & I wish you were here so I can talk to you about it. I miss you everyday & I wish I could talk to you about my problems. I miss you a lot, please help me. & I know you know I need you because I’ve never been this emotional before, since you past. I haven’t forgotten and never will forget you Nany. I love you. I’m done.
I could never pretend something I didn’t feel. I could never make love if I didn’t love, and if I loved I could no more hide the fact than change the color of my eyes.
